Monthly Archives: December 2005

None of my answers really makes sense because I can’t recap my entire year due to my unreliable memory.

What did you do in 2005 that you’d never done before?
went to Vigan and La Union

Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I stopped making new year’s resolutions like 5 years ago

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Hell yeah!!!! My cousin gave birth to a cute baby boy named JM!! šŸ™‚

Did anyone close to you die?
Thank heavens no.

What countries did you visit?

What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
I don’t want to put it here, haha. Money perhaps?

What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Nothing, really.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Gained a lot of new friends and “pushed destiny a little”.

What was your biggest failure?
I again failed for my quest to get a hot boyfriend

Did you suffer illness or injury?
I injured my toe a lot of times, had allergies, the colds (due to allergies), slight fever, and gruesome lbm

What was the best thing you bought?
geez, hmm.. clothes and shoes – urgh, boring

Whose behavior merited celebration?
Me! I realized I’ve become a better person – no kidding!

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Depressed? I know a person who made me depressed! Shit.

Where did most of your money go?

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
In general, I was excited to experience new things!

What song(s) will always remind you of 2005?
Ever After, cool, my humps, cater to you

Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? — I’m happier this year, definitely. That’s a good thing!
ii. thinner or fatter? — Wopeeee! I’m fatter this year!!
iii. richer or poorer? — Richer

What do you wish you’d done more?

What do you wish you’d done less of?
Be brutally frank!

How many one-night stands?

What was your favorite TV program?
The OC and Desperate Housewives, oh and of course Oprah

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

What was the best book you read?
Da Vinci, Angels and Demons, Notebook, Wedding

What was your greatest musical discovery?
house/trance – I used to hate it but I found out there are tolerable songs that I surprisingly liked

What did you want and get?
I’m not yet sure if I got it

What was your favorite film of this year?

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?I turned 20 and was supposed to treat some of my friends to an overnight thingy. I can’t remember what exactly happened but all I know is I got pissed so we had to cancel. I celebrated it with my family instead and we went to Subic.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?Basta

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?I stopped going to Lee and Jag and shyed away from the sporty look and embraced my feminine side.

What kept you sane?family, friends, music, and blogging

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Adam Brody nonetheless

What political issue stirred you the most?
FPJ thingy and Rex Cortes with Nino Muhlach

Who did you miss?

Who was the best new person you met?
Geez a loooot

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
Push destiny a little.
Be pessimistic.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
That I was the best thing that happened to him. It was soooo cheesy but I knew he really meant it and when you think about it, that’s a big deal to be the best thing that ever happened to one person. And another, somebody told me I looked pretty, nothing special and unique about that but it’s the person who said it to me that makes it sooo nice. LOL.

the most touching experience you’ve had this year?
Bonding moments with my bestest friends

What did you like most about yourself this year? I FINALLY learned how to SAY NO. It’s so liberating. People, I can’t to favors for you all the time. I have a life too or I get lazy too.

What did you hate most about yourself this year?

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
“Do you know who I am” she said
“I’m the one who taps you on the shoulder when it’s your time
Don’t be afraid I promise that she will awake
Tomorrow somewhere
Tomorrow somewhere” – The Beekeeper by Tori Amos

Was 2005 a good year for you?
Yup!! Super! Thank you Jesus for making this year wonderful!

What was your favorite moment of the year?

What was your least favorite moment of the year?

Where were you when 2005 began?
At home as always!

Who were you with?
My Family as always

Where will you be when 2005 ends?
At home as always

Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
My family as always

Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?

What was your favorite month of 2005?
August, October, November, December

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?

Did you miss anybody in the past year?

What was your favorite record from 2005?
Favorite song na lang. Tori Amos’ Sleeps with Butterflies

How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Can’t remember

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?

do a lot of drugs in 2005?

you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
A loooot! From my sandals dying in the midle of a busy street to the video we shot while we were drunk and I said embarassing things which I ALL ATE.

How much money did you spend in 2005?
A looot. Especially on food.

What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Nothing. When I aced the exam perhaps? haha

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
All are equally embarassing

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
I should’ve never replied to that one text!

What are your plans for 2006?
Graduate, work, be rich, get a love life

How are you different now that the year has ended?
I don’t expect too much anymore. I just hope.

What are your wishes for the new year?
Wishes are supposed to be kept secret. šŸ™‚


After my christmas party with college friends I met up with my elementary friends for a mini get together. It’s been a while since some of us have seen each other so it was really fun.

We started reminiscing, talking about old classmates and teachers, old “love teams”, songs that were uso back then and all the kabaduyan we did before.

At first everyone was ok.

We even made Geri sing with the band at Camalig.

But I think some of them had a little too much to drink. They started smelling each other. haha

And then they started posing with the lanterns.

Things got even weirder when they acted like they were models.

The girls and I thought we needed to do something. So there goes the pray over.

Good times. šŸ™‚

I swear this christmas party was full of drama and crap but in the end we had awesome fun.

The water was uber cold (what do we expect?) but we still immersed ourselves in the water anyway! It was so fun.

We stored our food inside the ref so it won’t get spoiled the next day but we didn’t bring any pots to heat the food. Jean went to the office to borrow a pot but they said we could rent it for 50 bucks! 50 bucks?! That lady was the biggest opportunist that morning! Her pot was so ugly, I wondered where she got the nerve to have it rented for P50. Tsk tsk.

Anyway, we sure did sang a lot of karaoke!! We were videoke whores. We salivate at the sight of a P5 coin, hehe..

One of the many things that I have learned in my short 20 years of existence is to stay quiet when you’re raging mad. Learning is the easy part, actually doing it is not. It takes a lot of practice and a lot of brain cells for you to function correctly.

Modesty aside, I am a kind, nice, and very very patient person but once I get pissed or I get mad I can blurt out things I never imagined I could say. Ever. Things I totally regret saying afterwards.

I can never be too mad. I do not like myself when I am mad. I transform into some sort of monster. But all the things I say to people when I am mad are true, and sadly the truth hurts. I also do not like being stepped on, I do not want my rights being oppressed, I do not like people lying especially in my face, I do not want too many excuses to the point I cannot handle it anymore, I do not like to be played like a fool. As I said I am very very patient, but once people gets to cross the line, I fight. It’s human nature.

They say the nicest people are the worstest enemy and in my case I have proven that to be true. Take my dad for example, he’s the nicest guy around, really, but once he’s mad you better run for cover. But after that he cools down and reconciles. Just like me now. I have cooled down. I just got back from a feeling like blood was up my head to now calm and what-the-hell-did-i-say-stupid-me state.

So to all those people I have hurt, I have offended, those who felt my rage, those innocent victims of my PMS, to those I have said something way out of line like saying their ass is fat and their breasts are flat, I am really sorry from the bottom of my big heart.

Wait, I didn’t really say anything about somebody else’s ass and boobs, that’s just of course an exaggeration.

Merry Christmas everyone.

We were having coffee and muffin at dunkin donuts after our uber early exam when my phone rang.

It’s my mom.


“hello? ma? ano?”


I thought my phone’s battery was dead.

“Fucker! namatay”

But my battery wasn’t low. My phone said: 1 missed call

I wondered why my mom hang up on me when I haven’t even answered the call.

Then Donnie suddenly picked up his phone.

“Hello? Hello? Ha? Sino po to’?”

I thought he was just mocking my call.

Then he gave me his phone.

“Mama mo”

I answered the call “Hello? Ma?”

Then it suddenly hit me! Remember a few weeks ago when I had this annoying caller who I didn’t want to talk to so I diverted his call to Donnie’s phone after 5 seconds? I forgot to turn off the divert!!! I was laughing the entire time I was talking to my mom.

“Asan ka?” my mom asked

“Ha?” laughs

“asan ka? my pera ka ba?”

ah?? pera? ah oo hindi mo ko binigyan ng baon?” still laughing

“sira binigyan kita. bili ka ng cake”

“ng ano? ha? cake” laughs laughs laughs

“oo tawa ka ng tawa. bili ka cake” blah blah blah

“ah oo sige”
laughs laughs laughs

“blah blah blah blah”

“oo sige” laughs

“blah blah blah blah”

“ya gets ko, bye”

I didn’t understand any of the words my mom said after that because I was busy laughing my ass off.

Good thing I was with Donnie when my mom called and I was able to answer the call.

I didn’t realize my divert was still on because I usually answer my calls before 5 seconds.

I’m usually slow at doing things, I walk slow, I take a long time to take a bath, and I take forever to get dressed. Of course there are things I am fast at like writing, typing, and I am always the first one to get my hands on that huge pizza. But there’s another thing I’m really really fast at – I ‘m always the first to finish an exam or a quiz (if not, i’m always the second one). Like in my exam today, I was the first one to get done in a group of examiners from 3 or 4 sections. That was so rad! It happens all the time.

Even way back in elementary and high school I was always fast in my exams, the only difference back then though was once I am done, I won’t pass my paper unless a couple of students will pass theirs. I felt conscious. I didn’t want anyone to see I finished first so I’d pretend I am still answering the exam when in fact I am just doodling or making small dots at the back of the test paper. But now I’m a changed woman. Once I’m done, I’m done! No more waiting for someone to pass theirs. No more pretending to still be answering. Because eventually I got bored with always having to wait for somebody. I got bored waiting period and I am eager to get out of there to stop the agony. Erasures are wrong anyway so there’s nothing I can do even if I see something wrong with my paper. Another reason is because I’ve learned to value my time now. The time spent on waiting for somebody to pass their papers can be used for studying for the next exam or something.

So, yeah, I am really really fast in taking exams. 10 minutes at the least.

The funny thing is, once I’ve passed mine, some students start to fumble to get done on their exams too. I think I might be the culprit why some students sometimes get low scores on their exams because they get distracted once I pass my paper already.